I need to vent (I edited it a bit)

DON'T READ THIS IF YOU DON'T WANT TO HEAR ME WHINING.

Good day to start with. All my subjects went well (including physics) and I was in a good mood. And then I got home ...

People, please don't talk about me behind my back. I don't like it and there is a good chance I will find out. Cheers.

My brother is being a dick and he has been since he walked in the door.

Mum is angsty because we decided not to go to the stage challenge preview night and she had previously declined a dinner invitation because she thought we were going. Buuut, it's unaffordable at the moment.

I have had a cry about it and now I'm fine, but some days are just too stressful. Everything just piles up and can be a little overwhelming.

My pleasant day

Went out shopping with mum today. We went to Bunnings Warehouse to look at concrete mixers but ended up getting nail things to hang pictures on. I also convinced her to get a hammer. You never know when you'll need one. Bunnings reminds me of christmas and the north pole because all the employees are walking around purposefully or pushing a trolley, wearing their red and green uniforms including a little green hat :) And there are so many of them! They are quite a jolly lot.

We also went to Barrells to get a radio, and one speaker system thing looked like an alien so mum was like "Hello" and stuck out her hand as if she were going to give it a handshake. I laughed. And then I was like "Take me to your leader". I was just humouring her. We went to Barrells first, then to Harvey Norman, and then back to Barrells. We talked to an employee named Chris the first time so we demanded we talk to him again when we returned. He have us a discount :) I like Chris.

So that was my day pretty much. We went to that cafe called Mokka - by Spotlight - after we got errthing. They make the best slices ever! I had the cookies and cream one again. I'm listening to the song "Cooler than me" by Mike Posner on repeat because I just downloaded it and it's awesome. It's inevitable that I will get sick of it shortly. This morning before we left for town I was watching America's Best Dance Crew and there was one really hot guy ;)

What a traumatising supermarket trip

Reason 1:
There was a lady wearing grey leggings instead of pants and she had a cameltoe.

Reason 2:
There was a fat lady who was rubbing her fat hairy partner's back affectionately. He was wearing a tight singlet. Gag.

Reason 3:
Mr Davies was there and he grabbed his wife's ass. I wish I could unsee that.

My weekend with dad

We went shopping on Saturday - spent most of the time at the warehouse - and got photos printed, frames for them, a rubbish bin, two duvet covers, a dinner set and new sheets. It was fun. Dad had heaps of photos in a box so when we got home I put them into frames. The room I have claimed as mine at his house has awful walls so I covered them with photos and posters. I watched 500 Days of Summer again today. I love that movie, it's one of my favourites. I'm in an oddly peaceful mood right now. I'm reading the True Blood series again. I'm onto the second book. I didn't get to sleep for a while last night because I kept thinking about .. stuff, and my brain would not shut up.

Me and mum are off to the supermarket shortly. I hope I see the extremely tall, handsome guy again. I've seen him the last two times.

I did something naughty

I'm at home catching up on my mountains of homework when I should be at school. I pretended to be sick this morning, well I actually did feel sick when I woke up but that only lasted half an hour. I was over it by about 8:30. I have finished my english essay which is due today (I did the whole thing 5 minutes ago) and finished task 2 of my health assignment which was due yesterday. Now I gotta do my maths, physics and task 3 for health. I'm kinda glad I'm at home or else I wouldn't get half this stuff done. If only my mum would let me stay home .. eh.

I also stayed up until 11:00pm last night recovering the front of all my school books. I left the backs they way they are but I don't really feel comfortable having all those photos on the front anymore. At the start of the year I thought it was a brilliant idea because I'd seen other people who did that and it looked awesome. I liked them before but yeah. On other people's books it's fine. I guess I'm just too insecure.

WOOO!!!!!!

Attention grabbing title isn't it. Well this is going to be a disappointing blog. I bet you're expecting something awesome. This ain't.

It's the ball soon and errbody is talking about it. It sucks how many people don't want to go. It will still be cool though. Even though I will probably end up wearing the same dress as someone else. I don't really care. My attitude towards the ball has changed so much since last year. I used to think I should go all out and get an amazing dress and have perfect hair, but now I'm focusing more on having fun than looking good. But I do still want to look nice :)

Got mah ticket today. I was stressing about that a wee bit. I know they won't sell out for a while - and may not sell out at all - but I still wanted to get mine quick. Ugh I don't want the friggen year 11s there. I want Saehee, Louise and India to go. If you're reading this you three, come!

I'm getting behind in my school work but am not motivated enough to do anything about it. Screw work :D

I don't care anyway. Ok maybe I do.

I don't think of myself as untrustworthy. I can keep secrets unless the person said I can tell. I wish I could read minds. Know what people are thinking when they say "I know who so-and-so likes but I can't tell you". Know what guys are thinking when I talk to them. Know what people really think when they give me a compliment. You know, be able to tell if it's genuine.

I can tell almost any of my friends my secrets. Not my big ones because they are too embarrassing. But just ones like who I have a crush on, who is ticking me off etc. It hurts my feelings a little when they can't tell me secrets like that but there's nothing I can do about that.

I also hate blackmailers :P